The uncertainty makes me nervious. And the nervious makes me push myself.
After one year’s work, I ask myself: in what aspect have I improve myself?
Am I more certain of what I want?
What kind of person do I want to be? What do I want to achieve 5 years from now?
One thing I am sure is that I am different from what I used to be one year ago, in aspect of my understanding of career, marriage and home.
Another thing I am sure is that I haven’t work hard enough to achieve what I thought I wanted.
Now I need to face the future. I know there are something I want from my heart. The only question is how to achieve it.
