{"id":198,"date":"2011-01-05T13:45:12","date_gmt":"2011-01-05T18:45:12","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/whoeverami.wordpress.com\/2011\/01\/05\/future\/"},"modified":"2011-01-05T13:45:12","modified_gmt":"2011-01-05T18:45:12","slug":"future","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.shutingg.net\/blog\/2011\/01\/05\/198\/","title":{"rendered":"Future"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>The uncertainty makes me nervious. And the nervious makes me push myself.<br \/>\nAfter one year&#8217;s work, I ask myself: in what aspect have I improve myself?<br \/>\nAm I more certain of what I want?<br \/>\nWhat kind of person do I want to be? What do I want to achieve 5 years from now?<br \/>\nOne thing I am sure is that I am different from what I used to be one year ago, in aspect of my understanding of career, marriage and home.<br \/>\nAnother thing I am sure is that I haven&#8217;t work hard enough to achieve what I thought I wanted.<br \/>\nNow I need to face the future. I know there are something I want from my heart. The only question is how to achieve it.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>The uncertainty makes me nervious. And the nervious makes me push myself. After one year&#8217;s work, I ask myself: in what aspect have I improve myself? Am I more certain of what I want? What kind of person do I want to be? What do I want to achieve 5 years from now? 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